Its been such a long time i last blogged abt life, maybe its time for such a hobby to come back..Times been well kinda good.. only some times i really doesn't know whats my wife thinking..sigh i wish i could read her mind..At one moment things are fine very fine but the next moment she started to flare showing me attitude like i've done something wrong which idk what to do stressing over and over again thinking wtf did i done wrong..sometimes my head felt like its gonna burst anytime hais..things sometimes is so well but next min things just kinda fucked up. Sometimes i just thing that why life is so tough but its alright i know she still love me, i know she still care, i still love her like times were so the only thing i could do is try to cool myself down and tolerate.. sometimes i just hate how she scolded me for no reason i hate it when she attitude me it just hurts my heart but it doesn't change my love for her as she's the one i'm gonna make her become my wife <3 no matter what i still tries my best to tolerate the shits that given to me but i don't regret begin with her as she's the one i've been looking for all this while <3 I just want to spend my every single moment with her right beside her, no one else other then fucking her! ahh finish ranting felt so good <3 anyway just a short update but i guess no one reads it anyway haha..I'm just gonna tolerate all shits no matter how much my head or heart hurts ill never leave her <3 Im counting down to our marraige weeee 171013 Iloveyou <3