Today morning was such a bad morning woke up with heavy head feeling so unwell but it soon get better after talking to baby <3 she care for me so much aww i love it <3 She's so caring unlike others who doesn't give a damn about me..After bathing i went to bed and rest throughout the whole afternoon keep sleeping and wake up sleeping and wake up grr irritating and so i went to see games and sit on my chair and rest..and guess what the next moment my wife was at my door <3 OMG i was so shock that surprise cheers me up alot alot <3 Omg i love her so much lurh <3 even thou times were short she still took the effort to come to my door checking whether am i fine anot <3 thats so sweet of her <3 love her so much the best i could ever wanted <3 Baby i just want you to know no matter how things fucked up im sure you still love me and ill always love you remember alright...even if u forget i still do remind u by telling how much i love you cause i dont want u ever fucking forget that how much i fucking love you <3 maucks maucks hehes ending here le peeps =)

Its been such a long time i last blogged abt life, maybe its time for such a hobby to come back..Times been well kinda good.. only some times i really doesn't know whats my wife thinking..sigh i wish i could read her mind..At one moment things are fine very fine but the next moment she started to flare showing me attitude like i've done something wrong which idk what to do stressing over and over again thinking wtf did i done wrong..sometimes my head felt like its gonna burst anytime hais..things sometimes is so well but next min things just kinda fucked up. Sometimes i just thing that why life is so tough but its alright i know she still love me, i know she still care, i still love her like times were so the only thing i could do is try to cool myself down and tolerate.. sometimes i just hate how she scolded me for no reason i hate it when she attitude me it just hurts my heart but it doesn't change my love for her as she's the one i'm gonna make her become my wife <3 no matter what i still tries my best to tolerate the shits that given to me but i don't regret begin with her as she's the one i've been looking for all this while <3 I just want to spend my every single moment with her right beside her, no one else other then fucking her! ahh finish ranting felt so good <3 anyway just a short update but i guess no one reads it anyway haha..I'm just gonna tolerate all shits no matter how much my head or heart hurts ill never leave her <3 Im counting down to our marraige weeee 171013 Iloveyou <3