Sometimes i really wonder what i am doing ist wrong? Sometimes maybe is wrong but i really dont know i am wrong..I told myself i need u and u are gonna be my last but today i am wrong no matter how much i need u u will still leave me in the end...u told me how much tat they are getting worst and i side them u quarrel with me and give me attitude but have u ever think tat u have wrong when i was otw home just now i did some self reflection and yes i kw i have wrong but did u ever care to let me explain did u ever tried to hear me out did u ever kw wad was ur attitude ur temper? Did u ever kw why i wont tell u anything? As everything tat is good nor bad u also have things to quarrel with me.. Do u ever kw why i rather use my phone to play games then to talk? Cause i dont wish to quarrel with u but no matter wad i do u will still be unhappy abt it.. the things u can do i cant do have u ever thought abt tat? Do u kw how much i have been giving in do u kw how much i have been trying to control my temper? u told me tat they are ur friends when u need someone by ur side they are there for u.. yes they are ur friend they are there for u when u need someone by ur side but did u ever thought abt me? i have no one to talk to i have lost all my friend because of u!! I have spent all my time on u and have rejected almost every meeting with my friend and i almost lost my family because of u!! When ever i said tat my friend asked me out and i told u but ur reaction was orh then i go back jurong find vicki they all lorx.. But did u kw tat i was expecting tat u would go with me!! In the end i always tell them i have no time i am busy i am not free giving them all kind of excuse just to keep u accompany but did u ever kw tat how much i have put in!! i have lost all my friend even my closest friend just to keep u and ur friend accompany but did u ever appreciate or u think tat its a must for me to do so? U want to kw wad am i thinking but did u ever tried to hear me out asking me why and tried to be there for me when i am down or did u ever kw tat am i down at all? No matter how down am i am always alone and no one to talk to be there for myself when i cried i am all alone in the silence looking back thinking hard i kw tat i cant lose u u are all i have u are the reason tat i going to stand up walk through all the down in my life.. i always tried to hold my tear back and have a strong front but did u kw tat deep inside me my heart ache everytime i look in ur eyes when i was quarreling with u.. I rather lose all my friend then to lose u i cant afford to lose u as u are my everything baby pls dont go pls dont leave me all alone..I am sorry baby for hurting u so much... pls dont leave me baby..