Today is another day for me things still haven change...everynight when I close my eyes all I think is all about u...the nightmare I have every time I sleep is u leaving me alone in the darkness its so scary it's damn scary is the most fearful things for me...when I asked u will u leave me u just told me tat u don't wish to give me a empty promise again I rather u told me to drop the hope I rather u told me the truth I rather u hurt me now rather then when times goes for me it's more hurt when I have high hopes already...I always love u I really hope tat things will stay as the same but sometimes it's never gonaa happen bahx...haiis I really need sometimes to give myself a decision tat I won't regret and hope tat the decision I make wont hurt u...u really gave me thr biggest blow in life and it's never easy for me to get back on my feet maybe I will just stay on the floor forever...Never kw wads gonna happen next...I really need to think well I really need to think wads the best solution tat solve the problem...haiis ppl always say tat things solve easily when u think hard but now it's harder then easier to say...