It's a new start a new life hope I could start over a new leaf but every single time I felt like giving up already but everyday when I am in the toliet I told myself not to give up but I really don't know how much longer I can hang on to it...I am just over sensitive maybe but who can take it tat my own baby is going to call my wife ex bf daddy how would anyone take it...I feel no pain like my heart is already broken to unbreakable piece....everyday its just a new begaining how to start my day with no fear but I couldn't face the fact tat u are no longer mine....everytime i tried to face tat u are no longer mine but it's unacceptable when u have already become my everyday life enter my heart a long time ago and everytime I remember the promise tat u would never leave me no matter wad happen but tat promise is long broken the times we spent together has just become memories tat is to stay in the mind and never gonna come back...the photo we take brings back unstopable tear but life is cruel reality is cruel the fact is cruel!!u are not mine already and I could only have a hope tat u will come back to me soon.....the life now is more cruel and more suffering then I am in Singapore boys home...when I was inside passing a day is like passing a month but now passing a day it's like passing a year life seems so hard for me right now but for the sake of everything I must hang on to it!!I rather lose everything but not losing u!!