Its been so long tat I last posted something on my blog sometimes I wonder what my blog it is to me but now I finally have my answer tat wads my blog to me it's my memories to my every relationship but I think this will be the last love I gonna have.....things has not be going well for me this while but I have always tried my best to do the best in everything but I always have failed sometimes I wonder what is a good bf is?everytime i tried to be the good bf care too much become over sensitive don't care is don't love her tat much at last time I really don't know what should I really do it's gonna be the first and last love I gonna have I am tired of everything getting hurt over and over again if love is such a painful things why I still want to love?maybe love is something that human can't live without ppl say love is painful but they still want to love and to be love but in the end it's just a game tat either be happy or hurt there were happy times that is unfogetable and now I have to live my life with those memories tat always bring tears flooding in my eyes..every sleepless night is all about thinking how to get you back to my life but it seems tat is not gonna help with thinking action proves everything time go passes a day like it has passes a year it's just one night and i loses my only hope in life but finally thx for all the concern from those who care about my feelings it helped me looked at the good point in life I gave all my hope and tried all my best and I have failed but successfully get back my feet why should I die and bring more saddness in ppl life I live to bring happiness and joy in this world not saddness...Ppl live their life with regret cause they didn't see the reality tat is unfair but life is always unfair!!Hope tat after I found a work will bring good to me...