I hear the song over and over again I hear the song till I memoriese the lyric the song suit my everyday mood giving myself a hope I dont wish to give myself a false hope I don't wish to think tat u are coming back to my side u just tell me tat it's not gonna happen right now and tats all u told me...everytime I saw u I think back the times while we are happy and quarreling everyday but those times ain't bad it's a good thing for me tat at least I noe tat no matter wad happen we have gone through so much up and downs we have a bounding with each other....thinking back seeing u right now it's seems u have change so much but I don't know why I still love you as all times...I remember saying I love not what u are but I love you as who u are...no matter wad happen what decision what plans u have it still won't change the promise I swear with my life to love you forever till the day I lie in the coffin I still love you...when i seenu eveytime I wish to hold ur hand but didint have the courage to do so when sitin down I wanted to hug u but I don't even have the courage to do it...I miss the lovely hand tat fit perfectly in mine I miss those hug with love to keep each other warm I miss the kiss tat melt my heart but it's not gonna happen now...everytime I just didn't have the courage to do anything so I just slowed down my paces and walked behind looking you from the back...seeing u uncomfortable I want to lend u just my arm for you to rest but I could speak it through my mouh everytime I wanted to lend u my shoulder when u are tired or uncomfortable but when I wanted to say open my mouth no words came out from it I just so useless....