Hello readers so long didnt came bak for posting so today free jiu come bak for posting lorx..Hmm things aint going well for me =( Sometimes its nt i want to be angry or wad its just very hard to understand..When u kw u doesnt have much time to pei me liao and u today have time as ur appointment start at 8pm..U didnt even told me where u going so early u just wake me up and ask me to open the door for u wtf its this??Ur appointment starts at 8 and u still have 6 hr to pei me u didnt pei me and end up 1.23 left my hus and u still can ask me why i like this!!I am lying to myself everyday..trying to understand tat u are busy u are busy u dont have time pei me cause u are woking and doing ur things but did i successfully lie and understand the situation myself?No, i didnt really make it in lying and trying to understand everything..I am wondering everyday did i do the right things to join in the company and till nw i haven gotten my answer..I am really sick and tried of everything and things are always happening wtf am i fearing wtf is happening with me..Why tears always clock in my eyes and nt flowing it out..Why my heart felt dead and cold?Why Why Why but do all those why answering my question no it doesnt..I am sick and tired of worrying i am sick and tried of caring so much i am sick and tired of everything!!Care so much also no use say already also dont listen then u wan i do wad!!Everything i tried doesnt help wad u wan me to do i really dk..When i heard tat u are thinking of breaking with me my heart its dead from tat moment..It answer all my question from tat word..Let me ask u a question do breaking solve our problem?U say u love me alot but when everytime we quarrel u always think of break its tat really call love me alot?Do breaking tat words means so little to u?Think and answer my question carefully and text me ur answer after seeing this!!