Hmm so long didn't post cause i don't have the time to on my com and do some posting hahas today finally have the time to do some post so i gonna post abt wad happen in the past few days..This few days quite alot of things happen..Really very confuse wheather i should go into a relationship anot...Haiis sometimes i don't think tat nw is the time for me to go in a relationship cause i don't want to hurt anyone anymore cause i dun want to be hurt anymore..Haiis why am i starting to fear tis fear tat why cant i be the last time me maybe its the blow tat i have take too much have let me change or is't tat i am just sick and tired of this kind of life..Maybe its just both cause i dun wanna get hurt nor hurt ppl and sick of tired of this type of life i once used to be the cheerful me happy everyday without worries nor problem enjoyed my life every single min playing all the way with my dearest baobei men i miss all the times we laugh together i miss everything in my life tat i once had so i am trying my really best to think hard snap out of my confusion make a decision and do wad i am suppose to do..Maybe its fated tat we would last if we are together or am i just fearing too much and over-sensitive at times?Haiis hope i would made up my mind soon..Good luck to me maybe tmr i am just gonna let out my hard take a peaceful wake peace up my mind as its getting damn slow and slow...