Yoy readers i am back...Sry tis few days too busy to post nw thn got time come back post=p Hahas tis few weeks have so much fun,Happiness and sadness too..Have such a great time with her and things are going up and down sometimes..No matter wad i am tolerating all the way just for her..Hope she will be the last of me..She pull me and frm the bottom of my life and make me overcome my fear and make me feel love but sometimes i really dk hw she feel for me..Haiis...But hope things will go fine..I may be the one tat is there for her at times but she also dont want to give herself a chance to go into a relationship..She cant give up her past and move on with life..She seems tat she have move on but actually she didn't..In love she is still stuck there and nv gonna move on cause she doesn't even want to...Really hope things will change..Really hope i will help u forget the past..Really hope i could be ur future..Let me give u some time to think whether u wan to be with me anot..Just a week more and ur answer will change my life..So hope everythings will be fine..Hmm nth much more to post..

It's 0715 right nw and guess wad i am stalking ppl just to update myself wads really going on right nw..Today i found out wads really happening and i am quite gald to kw wads going on with myself..This few weeks i came clear to kw tat i stopped socialise and started to avoid at times..I wondering wad is happening to me and wads really going on with me right nw and i keep on thinking and thinking and nw i finally get the answer to my question..I finally understand tat i really haven move on and still trying to get up on my feet to move on..I could actually wear a mask out everyday whn i go out but when i came home things memories flash back has all started..I finally understand why ppl cant really move on..It's not tat he/she love the other person too much it's the love tat will not fade for tat person and it's very miserable whn u are trying to run away frm it..I always tries to buried it and think tat i have move on and get over it but when i go into a relationship flash back of those memories starts right infront of me i can see it but i cant touch it all those beautiful memories fade right infront of me and tears started to gather in my eyes..Its hard to stop it from flowing down..There is a wound in my heart tat is hard to heal..Not even time heals my wound...I have really been thinking tat i am just a bastard,hongster and not a good bf tats wad i really am?Maybe i am!!No point finding back of the trust,confidence and courage..Its better to be alone..

Hmm its 4 am nw and i am txting my dearest baby hahas..Hmm last since i closed tis blog and not posting is quite a long time and nw i am opening it back cause its a new start a new love story so blog is reopen^.^hahas..Hmm yestaday is the day tat i finally made my decision tat i am going to cherish wad its there for me..Even thought there is still something in me tat cant be erase but i will still try my best to love you..Baby somethings are hard to forget but i chose to buried it down my heart loving u always..Hmm today quite a lots of things happen and i have thought abt lots and lots of things and its nv gonna change the way i am..Hmm quite pissed sometimes also dk why just thought of something and get pissed by thinking wtf!!Okay i think tat i am going crazy cause i think too much..I dw wanna think too much liao hahas..Its better nt to think too much and run away frm the problem i have but do u think i could?Of cos no!!I am nt tat kind of person who will run away frm the problems tat i am facing..So i have few things to confess to baby..1.I am nt a good bf so i cant promise u anything..2.I got lots of needs and wants frm u so i dk will u give me wad i wan..3.I have lots of unforgetable memories so i nid time to buried it..Those are the things i want to confess!!Hahas..Okay i am quite crazy nw!!Sugar rush!!!Currently drinking red wine again and nw becoming smoke machine liao hahas...Nw i am reading baby blog hahas damn funny and cute blog i ever seen hahas but quite nice too =P Wondering what will life be with you in the picture..Will it be filled with colors?I think it will be filled with colors hahas..Hope tmr can get to see u..Hmm nth much more to post lerx so ending here lerx..