Today lots of things happen..I was very harsh today..I could nt control my temper and kind of flare up easily..After since we break my temper wasn't as good as the times were..Maybe there is too much for me think and stress but i will nv kw wads gonna happen..Things wnt be the way it is everythings is gone..Whywhywhy one thing come over another why is tis happening??I really don't understand why..There are juz too much for me to think and ask myself why?Maybe today its the last day of blogging and tis will be the memories as the skin i edited myself..Memories are meant to be keep and nt forgotten..Looking back the times we spent together makes me smile with tears in my eye but its nv gonna be the same again..All i just want nw is begin by ur side right nw asking u will u give me a 2nd chance to let me love u wholeheartly again?But its nv gonna come true so why nt keep it as a memories for both of us and carry on with our own life?But can i really do it i really dont know..I am very confused right nw of wad shld i do to have tat chance to say my unspoken words..Tears nevers speak those unspoken words but its always make u feel better..I'm sorry that iloveyou but i will nv regret loving you♥..I dk why i am crying but i felt better everytime i cried..Nobodys kws i am crying nobody kws its bleeding inside..She juz thinks tat i am fine..Its okay tat i lose her i am really fine but i am nt fine at all!!Losing her is nt in my plan..All i plan was begin the best boyfriend she ever had but i falied!!Its hurt deeply inside but does she even kw??For nw i dont wan anything i only want her!!Anything doesn't matters right nw all tat matters is hw to save the r/s but could i do it?Haiis..Stopping to blog nw good byes readers..