Today almost everything didn't went well haiis..Its kind of like we are drifting apart farer and farer..Haiis why cant things go they way they are?Why must everything be so difficult?I really dont want to lose u cause i am afraid tat i will lose u its like everything nw seems so complicated..Ppl says tat relationship have up and down and there must be a bound to keep the relationship stable but nw our bound is like more and less more and less..Haiis..Wad to do?I could nt do anything nw but give in everyday..U are spending more time with ur friend the spending with me..I tired real hard to be a good bf but everytime i try to do so i always get the reflection tat i use to be tat..I could only try my best and hope tat everything will go well for us..I want to spend more time with u but did u try to spent more time with me?For me i dont think so but maybe is u got try but u could not pangseh ur friend..I kept thinking the good way everyday and keep giving in tolerating everything carry all the burden but i really dont know hw long i can take it but i still will try my best to be a best bf u ever had(if i can)As long as u are happy with the things u are doing i am okay with it even if i am jealous i tend to emo at times but i will still try my best not to be jealous and emo and tends to spent time with u and still trying very hard to cheer u up..Maybe its the bound u have with ur friend is more thn our bound and u tends to treat friends better thn u treat me..I dk why i am nw fearful of losing u..Hope tat u will have more time to spent with me cause i kw tat i doesn't have much time left..Let me treasure this moment and make it a good memories..