Hmm today was a close shave almost broke up with my gf..Nw i am still trying my best to make her stay and i will still try my best to make amends and cherish her well but if she really want to leave i could only respect her decision=(Hope tat she wont leave..I also dk wad did i done wrong but all i can say is let me be the one who give u the most care and love and be ur best bf u ever had and hope tat this memories of ours will be kept and remember..I tried to talk things out and try to pull the bound back if u have make ur decision and decided to leave i wont stop u cause i kw tat no matter wad i say and wad i do its nv gonna be the same so i will juz keep quiet give u a last hug and kiss and tell u hope u find ur happiness in some way without me and whisper i love u and just walk away cause tears are gonna flow down my cheeks..In the mean time i hope things will be fine..Lets nt talk abt this anymore lets talk abt some happy things..Today receive my mothers day present OMG its so long tat i receive present frm somebody..Aww thanks alot nu er..Its a winnie the pooh mug OMG u really brought a mug but didn't kw hw u get to kw tat i like winnie the pooh lorx...Hahas..I will still try my best to cheer up even i kw i cant cause theres too much worries to be afraid of but no matter wad happen i will just bring out a mask tat tells ppl its okay i am fine..Listening to songs tats make my tears flow out and i cant able to stop it cause its the tears of saddness which i have buried deep down my heart..Its gonna come bak and i am just gonna face..I am not going to run anymore cause no matter hw long or hw far i run the problem is still there..Looking on the bright side of life its the best way to help u solve problems=)