Hmm its been a few days nv post lerx..Tis few days too happy and tired so didn't hav time to post..Thn it all happen again today..Haiis why things always have to be tis way??I think i shld let go of everything??Maybe??Missed all those msg but will it ever gonna be back the same?I think no bahx..All msg means alot to me i didn't delete even a single one but whn i look at those msg think back image starting to flash right infront of me its soo scary but i am nt even scared i felt happy but whn those image started to fade tears are coming down frm my cheeks and i started to ask myself why why why why can i forget and let go everything why cant it be deleted frm my mind like phone does i have computer brain but why cant everything be deleted??Maybe its time to let go of everything right nw cause i am losing everything nw...I am starting to lose everything right nw can i be able to surpress everything?Maybe maybe nt..Things are nt going the way u wanted everytime so Why nt just accept everything tat is happening and try looking at the bright side maybe its just the process of life?Hmm looking at the bright side always help=)Feeling much better right nw..