Haiis...I cant fking slp nw its like already 1plus and i am still awake!!Everytime i want to slp but in the end when i close my eyes i saw u leaving me its like a nightmare to me...Thinking wad shld i really do...Its really nt over yet..I cant bear to see u go i am really afraid to lose u..Tears are always flowing down my checks..Bleeding heart are always hard to mend...Its sunday yeeps already end of 1 week hope nxt week there is good and happy things happen so tat i wont be tat sad anymore..Tmr its going to be the day tzt i am going to face either a yes or no answer..ur answer really means alot to me..Its gonna change my life!!No matter wad the answer be i am still willing to face it without any regrets..Today i have thought of wad shld i really do??Go bak to work??No right nth much more really matters for me!!Finally going to quit all my bad habit and be a good guy..Nth really matters for me nw i am going to change after tmr answer its going to be a big change and big differences in me!!Hmm nth to post liao byes readers going to go bak thinking!!