Haiis...I cant fking slp nw its like already 1plus and i am still awake!!Everytime i want to slp but in the end when i close my eyes i saw u leaving me its like a nightmare to me...Thinking wad shld i really do...Its really nt over yet..I cant bear to see u go i am really afraid to lose u..Tears are always flowing down my checks..Bleeding heart are always hard to mend...Its sunday yeeps already end of 1 week hope nxt week there is good and happy things happen so tat i wont be tat sad anymore..Tmr its going to be the day tzt i am going to face either a yes or no answer..ur answer really means alot to me..Its gonna change my life!!No matter wad the answer be i am still willing to face it without any regrets..Today i have thought of wad shld i really do??Go bak to work??No right nth much more really matters for me!!Finally going to quit all my bad habit and be a good guy..Nth really matters for me nw i am going to change after tmr answer its going to be a big change and big differences in me!!Hmm nth to post liao byes readers going to go bak thinking!!

Hiie readers i am bak posting frm today onwards i will put blogging on my daliy activities...Hmm this few days there's alot of things happening!!Things are getting more and more complicated sometimes i feel lost really lost...I duno wad shld i really do i am stuck at a part tat i have nv been able to get some slp..Everytimes i try to slp there are lots and lots of daliy life problems pop up in my mind!!I just cant get some fking slp thx to the problems i have been stressful everyday!!Marking 5/3/2011 as a day tat i will nv forget sometimes i really think tat were u even serious at all??I tried so hard swallowing every miserable moment caring for u and make time just to c u even one sight but in the end nth really much happen it looks like nth matters at all for u!!Everyday some disappointment always came up..I am really tired!!Texting u everyday and just waiting for ur reply but in the end u didn't even bother to reply me!!Came all the way just to see u and hope tat could have just a single moment looking at u deeply in the eyes using my eyes to say i love you but in the end u didn't even look at me and walked away!!Seeing u walk away make my heart crack bit by bit..It really hurts inside!!There are million heartbreaks but there are only one true love!!Thz for this 6days i althought its miserable but thx for giving me the chance to love you!!I will nv forget this 6days of life!!It always bleed inside while u are crying outside!!I think tat its time to let go..Forcing really wont give u happiness!!Lets be straight forward to each other..I dont wan to have just you!!I want ur heart!!I just want to know tat have u ever love me!!This answer will change my life!!No matter wad ur answer will be i will still choese the path tat i have choese..Letting u go doesn't mean tat i dont love you is just tat i dw to hold u bak in life..All i want to just hug u tight looking in ur eyes giving u a simple kiss saying no words seeing u the one last time and just to let u kw tat i have nv regret loving u and walk off and nt looking bak!!Having u is a most happy things in my life but there wont be any feelings cause u kept ur heart in a cage and i have nv been able to steal it cause the keys is nt with me...Its with another guy!!Baby i wont blame u for wad u have done it just let me think clearer..Baby i just want to say iloveyou for the one last time..Baby iloveyou!!Lets end this!!I am letting u go nw u have ur choice of choesing who u wan to be..I am nt going to hold u bak anymore..Frm 05/03/2011 to 11/03/2011 will be the best memories of my life!!I will be loving u always no matter wad happen!!I finally kw the answer to ur question..Its nt abt begin together it is abt the things we do..The love we give each other..Tats why i finally been able to let go i finally understand ur question loving u doesn't mean tat i must be with u..Begin by ur side seeing u smile looking u happy its already enough for me...Nth much to say anymore tats wad hw i really feel!!